'One of the hardest things is the feeling like you're gonna forget everything.'
"I just feel like grief is the hardest thing in the whole world. And you have the opportunity, at a certain point, to either let it kind of take you down or try your best to rise. And I said ‘I need to get out and I need to move forward in his memory and do everything I can for him.’"
Rachel being Lea and vice-versa.
Ellen: You’re going through the loss, you’re going through the feelings and all this, and you try to go out of your house and there’s paparazzi and people just hanging out. They don’t give you the decency and the respect to grieve and do what you need to do and you go hide somewhere.